tears
I feel weak in my hands, I feel tears in the back of my eyes, I feel the devil sitting weighing down on my shoulder. Why can’t I let out a scream when I feel this way? why do I have to keep my composure? I miss my mom and dad, they are miles away, I want to hug them and feel their support, I want to be strong and independent. I want to cry but something won’t let me, I have an impending sense of doom. nothing can lift my misery, so I ask God for help. Dear God please lift this awful feeling of laziness combined with sorrow and self-pity. God please help me to feel content, God please help me to help others. I know I’m supposed to. let me cry and feel warm tears cover my cheeks and drip off my chin, bring me the comfort of crying, I need a good cry, please.
Soul
Screaming match
Spring eggs will hatch
Pretty things
Diamond rings
We deserve
To be served
Grass is always greener
My mind could be cleaner
Or should I say more clean
My souls diet has been lean
Brains need stimulation
Life isn’t a simulation
This is the real act
Gotta keep your soul intact
Just scored a Newport 100
Sleepy from all the saraquil I wanna go to bed
Or stay up so I feel hazie
Lately
I’ve been gravely
Effected by all the bad
I wish I had
Said something to you
Baby boo
The sleepless countless nights persist
And I feel like I’m not even missed
Nostalgique nostalgique
Your souls deepness I will seek
Living in the salt cay
The sky seems to be forever grey
I want all the misery to end
There is a price I will have to pay
I’m just trying to descend
Into the darkness of everything
I know that God soon will bring
Me to a better place
Let me hold your face
In my hands so small
All these memories I know i will recall
